Sunday, November 11, 2007

Met a girl...

So I met this girl... from the Reader Matches deal. We had coffee last night. It wasn't weird or uncomfortable or boring or terrifying. It was nice and easy and fun and we're going to the movies on Wednesday. I'm excited! I'm in a good mood! Though, I don't know why I'm writing like this. Maybe I'm just giddy and goofy and dumb. I think I may even go out and get this book that she recommended in her profile since I need to read more and it will be one more thing to talk about. Anyway, I'm content today. I'm in a good place. The last Fundamentals I class was great. Our scene went really well and Grant said he thought that there "might be a dramatic actor in there" (in me; inside of my body). II starts this Thursday and I'm super psyched! I don't even care if that sounded dumb. Who cares? Just live, damn it!! Enjoy! I'm currently jamming this Global Communication stuff that I just downloaded. About to do some dishes and then maybe hit up Borders. Life is good! Thanks, God.

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Now playing: Global Communication - Gamma Phase
via FoxyTunes

Thursday, November 1, 2007

A good day!

It really was:) Who cares that Ben fired me and I have a splitting headache? Acting class was rad! My scenes went really well and Grant was encouraging. I'm so glad that I signed up for Fundamentals II. So what Jen didn't call me back? I'm gonna just show up at her and Jaime's party and help celebrate their birthdays. I even wrote to like 4 people in regards to volunteer work for this weekend. I'm sure there has to be be some kind of opportunity to do something. Life is good! Thank you, God! I don't know what it is, but I'm having one of those moments when I'm just overcome with joy and gratitude. It's fucking awesome! I know that I have a good life. I know I'm lucky to be sober and alive. I want to hold on to this feeling. I want to focus my thoughts on others and not feel sorry for myself. I need to make more of an effort to reach out to newcomers and anyone else that might be in need of help. I want to help! I NEED to help! I think I'll download whatever new podcasts there are and get ready for bed. Maybe I'll write to this Morgan chick from Myspace.... Again, thank God!!