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blearfahargghh...... i'm full. full of polish sausage and banana peanutbutter shake. the tv is getting annoying. i signed up for a class at annoyance. the stuff i want to watch on tv isn't on anymore. i should take it easy on myself. i'm doing okay, right? i've got some good stuff going on! really!! relationship, i'm in a sketch show, will start classes at annoyance, i'm sober... i just realized that i can go anywhere and do anything, so long as i get my ass up and do it. but if i up and leave and make some "big plans" for the future, am i just running? it sort of feels like that- the idea of leaving town to live in some other city where i don't know anyone. well, maybe a couple of people. i think i'm going to be okay. oh, if anyone ever reads this, don't tell me. thanks.