Lazy Sunday

So I've decided to start a blog to make up for the "morning pages" I stopped writing months ago (I should really start reading "The Artist's Way" again). So I'm doing this: trying to write freely in blog-form so that my nonsensical ramblings stay neatly in one place. I'm keeping this anonymous, too. Except for my middle name, but nobody knows that. Why is this hard/uncomortable? To just freely write whatever comes into my mind without stopping to think of what sounds good or funny?? I just went back to add another question mark to that question- why??? No one is going to read this! I think I definitely need to pick up that book again. I think just writing like this everyday will help me do..... something. Now I just stopped myself from going over what I've written- STOP!!
Okay. Had to stop as Anthony stopped into my room to ask me what I'm listening to- it's a Ninja Tune compilation and I'm loving it! That's another thing: I'm weird about people seeing what I'm writing, even though I'm writing something that will be published to the internet. I know no one will see it, but still. I guess I'm a dumb-dumb. A co-worker says "dumb-dumb" sometimes. Did I just steal that? Who gives a shit. It's a funny word. I need to work on my scene for class Thursday. I mean the one I haven't worked on at all. The one where I have to act out some kind of natural behavior around the house and then take a phone call. I have to script this thing out. Tricky stuff. I'm definitely digging the class, though. What else do I have to work on? My character who's obsessed with Apple products, and... I guess that's it. That might be a good video idea.
Damn it. I can't be on this fucking thing without flipping over to Craigslist or Myspace. Okay, enough. Breaking out the camcorder to do some phone conversation exercise type shit. Goodnight, me.